Archive for July, 2007

Why is life unfair?

Tuesday, July 31st, 2007

Life is unfair.

I can’t answer why. The balance of yin and yang? I’ve met countless number of people through 21 yrs and 9 months of my life. I’ve met people who have been and still are in difficult situations, and some who just can’t give a damn, spending money like there’s no tomorrow…EVERYDAY!

I got some terrible news about my family, and only wish I could wave my imaginary magical wand and make everything better. If only good things happens more often to people who really need good things in life. Not waste it on people who doesn’t deserves it. I’m not insulting or putting fault on the wealthy, if that’s what you’re thinking. It’s not wrong being rich. Just that, I’m hoping, people with a lot of fortune in their hands would appreciate what they have.

Sigh. Feeling horrible today.

The future holds a million wonders

Monday, July 9th, 2007

I had a lot of time to think late, as I’m still holiday-ing in this cold winter blizzard (how I wish there was snow). Had my 3rd job rejection, unfortunately. Pretty much gave up on looking for one. I am not destined to earn money during my life as a uni student! Haha. BUT, I’ve managed to absorb countless amount of knowledge through books. No, haven’t been reading encyclopedias, though I really should! Been digging into novels filled with wonderful stories. I am quite proud of myself as I really despise the idea of reading story books. I loved it as a kid, but as I grew older, I preferred browsing through magazines and looking at pictures, vice versa!

Back to the post which the title represents; the future. I have seen enough graduation pictures from school friends, uni friends and many acquaintances, and think, I’m going to graduate soon too! It will be so exciting. I’m already excited thinking about it. But after grad, what then? Will it be a smooth journey through life as a working adult? Aih.. I can only wonder.

"Will my talent be enough to secure a job? After attaining a job, will I be able to support myself? Will I be able to have enough money to buy a car? Will I be able to live up to my dream?"

If only I can look through a window that foresees my future and would provide the answers to my unending list of questions. What do I want? I want to be a top-notch high end industrial designer. Tsk tsk.. All I really want to do is to play with dogs all day long. Which reminds me how much I miss my dear Fifa :(

To connect the dots together, I had the idea of designing products for pets! Amazing isn’t it? If only I can get some sort of connection to begin with. Well well…that future only begins in another 7 months. Till then, Happy Hippie Hoopie HOLIDAYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!