Archive for May, 2007
Moment of Silence
Friday, May 4th, 2007A quiet day with the tv releasing a small vibe of sound. That is all there is. The imminent death of dear lil worry freak crawls closer every time…
Just the time of my life when everything seems to be crumbling down. When evil lurks at every corner, when friends are enemies, when the angels are infact devils in disguise, when all of it just seems to be a fraction of my imagination! Yes, indeed. Our minds plays tricks on us, and mine certainly has, BIG TIME. I just want a hug, and a voice telling me that everything will be alright. It’s a matter of time and I will get over it. I cry and I cry, and though tears will not make things better, it certainly does feels better after a bucket full of salty tears are drained from my baggy tired eyes.
Contentment can never be fulfilled in one’s life. It is natural for a human being to want more, and I don’t think it is wrong. At least the material side of me is contented. I could never ask for more than a good bed and pillow to sleep on, food and basic entertainment needs.
All is well. Lil worry freak will survive this cruel cruel world.
Dozes off into another dull blue day……

