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OWWW!

Waking up to pain every morning is not something I look forward to. Had a terrible stiff neck problem when I woke up on Monday morning. Monday? Why Monday? The longest day of uni I have! Imagine what I had to go through, walking to uni on a cold Monday morning, feeling all sore, crappy and full of worries (group work). The muscle swelling on the right side of my neck still seems to hurt everytime I press it. And no, I don’t have MUMPS. Don’t wanna imagine. My bro spent 1 week in the hospital for obervation when he go this "new" disease in Sheffield. I guess its not that common in western countries. I bought myself a new pillow today to help cure this pain! YAYY! Tad bit expensive, but to take away all the pain.. it’s worth it.

Another day, another story..

Or maybe I just don’t know the system yet. Blogs,not really my thing, but I’ve got time, so that’s an excuse, I guess.

Fine.

I’ll make them shorter and more ‘often’. I think that’s how it works, after going through several examples. Long ones bores people. Then again, I don’t really expect people to read what I type anywayz. HAHA.

‘You have only been gone 5 days, but already I’m wasting away….’  That’s for my mum who left 5 days ago, but wasting away for mummy’s departure? I’m not THAT pathetic!Even if it was Ming, wasting away? I’d rather stick to Coke zero and save  myself from getting rashes with alcohol. Well well, back to talking to the tv..

Everything else is the same..groupwork..(I’m still not contributing anything),my two good looking hunks doing all the work. Ho ho. Yeah, I mean 2 good looking Aussie boys in my team. Wonder what was the lecturer thinking, putting a small lil asian girl whose talent is just a pinch of what the 2 Aussie boys can do. BAH! I’m benefitting, so I shouldn’t complain. But come on, I’m so used to doing all the work and now I do nothing and just feel plain useless.

Oh, what the heck.

….NOT!

Alright, maybe I’m more fortunate than I think compared to my peers back in Limkokwing (black dark vibe…shivers*). They’re all super stressed and super pressured. Some even broke down and fell apart. Tsk..tsk.. I wish I could help guys, seriously. With all my free time here, I wouldn’t mind helping you guys with some models, sketching or 3D. Preferably models and sketches. I’m not into facing the monitor for 10 hours in a row anymore. Don’t wanna suffer from Carpal Tunnel Syndrome (you see!I did study my ergonomics notes!bangga ler..). Anywayz, I’m free because I’ve got some exemptions, which I totally did not want, that is if SW were taught in a more advanced stage. Then again, I guess Australians are lazier. They might think what they’re doing now is super duper tough. Put them in Sem 5 of Industrial Design in LUCT, and see how they DDIIIIEEEEEE….bwahahaha. PAUSE, STOP, THINK. Do I have Australian friends in my friendster list? think! OK, I don’t think so. But hey, seriously, food for thought.

I don’t like the cold weather, I don’t like the hot weather.. brr* freezing here. "Oh, wait till winter comes!" that’s what my lecturer said to me. Oh sure, can’t wait, yippie! I like M’sian weather when it is about to rain. You know, the smell of rain. Hehe. I know I’m weird but at least I know what I like. Which brings me to.. Ambitions. Over the years as I grew up, I’ve never met anyone without an ambition, or without the thought of achieving something great in life, until today of course. Sometimes I wonder whether that’s really possible. I mean, we grow up thinking about the future. Where will I be in 20 years? Or when we are in primary school, we hand up those forms that states our ‘cita-cita’ with 3 blanks to fill it in. I used to write ‘teacher’ as the first choice! (stupid,yea,I know!) than a business woman, and a doctor. We had to fill them in every year, so every year, one of my ambition gets kicked out of the list. I guess as I grew older, I found out what all these occupations really meant. Teacher? Dealing with spoild lil brats everyday? No way. My passion for reading made me fill up "Perpustakawati" on the list. A librarian.. yea..no kidding. My gawd, how did I ever thought about being a librarian? geez. Then came form 4, definitely, no turning back, I was going to do Chemical Engineering and become a successful chemical engineer for Petronas someday. Only to fail Chemistry over the 1 year duration,hah. But, I’m pretty happy now. Studying what I truly love, I hope. Anyway, back to the real point. People without ambitions.. hmm. If a person does not have an ambition, how would he/she go on with life? It’s like a life without directions. But, I do believe that it is not possible to not have an ambition in life. Just that people who think they don’t have it, doesn’t know what it is yet. Everyone have something in life to achieve. If not, life is just… pointless. It’s like driving on a road. You leave your house in your car, knowing where to go and which route to take. If you leave your house just planning to drive about in circles, still, you’ll drive on and return home eventually. It is still ’somewhere’. Maybe the next day, you’ll figure out somewhere interesting to go, then you’ll know where to drive. Get it? Confusing yea? But hey, the point is, if there’s a life, there’s a direction! Alright, I think I’m repeating a lot now,hm..

Whoah, didn’t realise I’ve typed so much. ‘Well, everyone needs to take time off to blog’ -quote Ernestine(couzzy in S’pore, true blogger/blogger pioneer). So anyway, have a good life people. It’s too short to waste it on driving around in circles. Ciao!