Ordinary, monotonous, superficial; my blog

Eh, can someone, anyone tell me if frienster’s blog page is still popular among readers? Sometimes I feel like a waste of time typing this. However, I find really interesting blogs out there (in the name of blogspot of course) that’s still worth a read.

ANYHOW, Happy 2008! I am home in Klang…back home!!! and yes, as said before, it’s still polluted, corrupted and a low wage country. It’s home and that’s all that matters.

I’ve been home approximately one week and it has been fantastic. I had diarrhea a few times, constipation a few times and my sinus is back for good. tsk tsk. AH….home. The reception at the arrival hall in KLIA wasn’t that pleasant at all. The lights were particularly deem that evening and touts were everywhere asking for "mau taxi kah?". Ya sure, a rm50 charge just to drive out of Klia into the highway. To hell with you, illegal taxi drivers driving without meters. I nearly had an asthma attack inhaling my first breathe of Malaysian air. To point out the differences in air quality between Aus and Msia, obviously the windy conditions in Melbourne would blow the polluted smoke away, compared to Msian stagnant air. So, fine, that’s forgiven. Oh, I still wear seat belts at the back seat. Talking about that MP that got thrown out of her car just because she did not buckle up at the VIP seat at the back. Ha. It’s about time back seat buckling is to be mandatory in this country. Then again, typical Malaysians won’t be able to fit 10 kids at the back seat in a little kancil, if you know what I mean. KEKE.

Oh, the agony. I am home for sure, for good, wait, how many times have I said that? haha.

Till then, au revoir!

I felt so compelled to write about how home sick I feel at the moment. Passed by a ‘mou-see’ (lion dance) on the way home, reminded me so much about Chinese New Year. Gosh. Coming home to an empty house didn’t help either. Sigh.

As much as I love studying in Melbourne, can’t imagine staying here for another 5 years. I think I’m ready to return to good ol’ Klang. It’s not as great as Melbourne. Polluted, corrupted and a low wage country…but hey, it’s HOME. I miss it all…

Since facebook has launched itself into fame, I doubt many people are checking their friendster account anymore, thus, probably not reading this. Give me a woot* woot* if you’re reading this. Gives me a sense of belonging. Hahaaaa….

Emo post? Call it that if you want. I have so much work to do…and I bought 2 pairs of made in china socks today for 5.60! tsk tsk….

Totally random….

Nothing was right today!! The train didn’t come on time, I was late for work and my pay got deducted! So much for workplace agreements.. *beep!! I had to run a marathon from the train station (which train did not come) to the junction to catch a tram. The tram was spot on there when my tiring, breathless self could look up to the road. At least one thing went right. To think that I’ve already done my morning exercise, later that afternoon, I had to carry cartons of drinks from the store. It’s really unfortunate that the only "MAN" in the shop was the supervisor. He’s certainly not doing the heavy lifting. Tsk tsk. How I wish I could just point and say, "You do!"

Uni’s workload is getting to me. I’m pissed off most of the time. When I hear about how wonderful my other mates spent their holidays touring Australia, I stop and wonder whether am I really missing out on a lot? But you know, it’s Australia! Common! Kangaroos, koalas, nice beaches, hills and rock-ish monuments, am I missing out on anything? I wouldn’t know till I go for it, eh? So much for an exciting uni-student life. I’m bound to my job, uni assignments and my job. Did I say my job? Yeah. Work work work. Now I sound like a pesky little fresh grad that can’t handle her first job. NOT YET still. I haven’t gone home and start my dreadful work life yet.

Oh..long way more to go……….

Life is unfair.

I can’t answer why. The balance of yin and yang? I’ve met countless number of people through 21 yrs and 9 months of my life. I’ve met people who have been and still are in difficult situations, and some who just can’t give a damn, spending money like there’s no tomorrow…EVERYDAY!

I got some terrible news about my family, and only wish I could wave my imaginary magical wand and make everything better. If only good things happens more often to people who really need good things in life. Not waste it on people who doesn’t deserves it. I’m not insulting or putting fault on the wealthy, if that’s what you’re thinking. It’s not wrong being rich. Just that, I’m hoping, people with a lot of fortune in their hands would appreciate what they have.

Sigh. Feeling horrible today.

I had a lot of time to think late, as I’m still holiday-ing in this cold winter blizzard (how I wish there was snow). Had my 3rd job rejection, unfortunately. Pretty much gave up on looking for one. I am not destined to earn money during my life as a uni student! Haha. BUT, I’ve managed to absorb countless amount of knowledge through books. No, haven’t been reading encyclopedias, though I really should! Been digging into novels filled with wonderful stories. I am quite proud of myself as I really despise the idea of reading story books. I loved it as a kid, but as I grew older, I preferred browsing through magazines and looking at pictures, vice versa!

Back to the post which the title represents; the future. I have seen enough graduation pictures from school friends, uni friends and many acquaintances, and think, I’m going to graduate soon too! It will be so exciting. I’m already excited thinking about it. But after grad, what then? Will it be a smooth journey through life as a working adult? Aih.. I can only wonder.

"Will my talent be enough to secure a job? After attaining a job, will I be able to support myself? Will I be able to have enough money to buy a car? Will I be able to live up to my dream?"

If only I can look through a window that foresees my future and would provide the answers to my unending list of questions. What do I want? I want to be a top-notch high end industrial designer. Tsk tsk.. All I really want to do is to play with dogs all day long. Which reminds me how much I miss my dear Fifa

To connect the dots together, I had the idea of designing products for pets! Amazing isn’t it? If only I can get some sort of connection to begin with. Well well…that future only begins in another 7 months. Till then, Happy Hippie Hoopie HOLIDAYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

I’ve been contemplating on getting a real blog. I mean, no offence to friendster for their own friendsterblog. But I really like the chatbox thingie where my friends can leave me silly messages and remind me that I’m still missed. Haha! But, I’m still a uni student and hardly ever update my cheap lil friendsterblog, what more a real blogspot.com blog?

Anyway, I’ve been on 2 road trips recently and I’m tired to type about it so, the pictures on friendster will tell the story.

I watched Shrek 3 in the cinema not too long ago. Dry humour. Though, seems to made everyone laugh but me. Hmm.. Maybe I’m not easily amused with hundreds of people laughing together.

Very blank-y post. I should talk about my holiday trips. But seriously, how many people would wanna know. People who really wants to know would ask me over on msn which I will personally tell them about. So there!

Till then. Good night.

How often can we be black,green and white? Well, today is the day!

The picture says it all..

Picture posers: Jen, Ian (my very hip lecturer), Ken, Moi, Sylvie, Mudita

A quiet day with the tv releasing a small vibe of sound. That is all there is. The imminent death of dear lil worry freak crawls closer every time…

Just the time of my life when everything seems to be crumbling down. When evil lurks at every corner, when friends are enemies, when the angels are infact devils in disguise, when all of it just seems to be a fraction of my imagination! Yes, indeed. Our minds plays tricks on us, and mine certainly has, BIG TIME. I just want a hug, and a voice telling me that everything will be alright. It’s a matter of time and I will get over it. I cry and I cry, and though tears will not make things better, it certainly does feels better after a bucket full of salty tears are drained from my baggy tired eyes.

Contentment can never be fulfilled in one’s life. It is natural for a human being to want more, and I don’t think it is wrong. At least the material side of me is contented. I could never ask for more than a good bed and pillow to sleep on, food and basic entertainment needs.

All is well. Lil worry freak will survive this cruel cruel world.

Dozes off into another dull blue day……

Finally I’m home for dinner. Not that it is readily cooked waiting for me to gulp on it. Not that easy.

Anywayz, 6 nights out have been great. I got to hang out till really late and not have my dad calling me to get home! HAHA. Met new people and be in new environments…ate good food too! It has been fantastic. Though my body system ain’t too happy about it. I feel so worn out. To think of it, I’ve got mountains of unfinished assignments. Mannnnnnnnn….

I felt like highlighting the fact that Ming, Su Yee and I got stranded in a train station till the wee hours in the morning. It was terrible! But it wasn’t that bad of an experience. Using the gents washroom was!! Such an unfortunate event. I had to use the gents because the ladies washroom was locked. The gents was empty of course, but not when I came out of the cubicle after I was done. Uh-huh. Well, the snears I got from 5 Aussie blokes is not something I will forget in a long time! Haahaa.

Whatever it is, bonding does happen when a few people are stranded in a place so deserted. But it’s all good. To conclude, everyday was just great!!

The end.

p/s: If anyone thinks my blog posts are too short, do suggest what I could add. I mean, seriously, I just feel like I have nothing much to explain about my boring lil life!

Yes, I did mention how much I love Chinese New Year celebrations in my previous post. But, it is also quite

          ………!!!!!!!TORMENTING!!!!!!!…………

I am indeed rather fortunate to be living in a large house with a nice sized garden (grandfather’s house, doesn’t really count as my own, eh?). And people may think a big house is very WAAHH!; but do people really know the truth behind all that CLEANING??? My family doesn’t have a maid toilering around on hands and feet for us like some datins and datuks out there do. tsk tsk…

The one thing that scares me most is the number of windows this house has. HORRIFYING. The fact that there are 3 smokers in my house doesn’t help, and that damn dog! Don’t get me wrong, I love my doggy. Just that it sucks having the floors all dusty after an hour of hardcore mopping. Did I mention how the old and middle age men in my house always wants the house to be "airy"? All windows open through the entire afternoon! Everything in the house is dusty by night fall after a morning of cleaning. Come on. What’s with old people and ventilation? Ah, right, the smoking. tsk tsk..

I can go on and on about the whole cleaning process in my home, but all that dust is begining to crawl into the depths of my skin creating inflamation. AH UH! I am allergic to dust!

How unfortunate…